It’s funny...but I’ve learned that most of the time to gain control...usually it’s only by first letting go. Still...my stubborn self will hold on to something or someone as long as I can...until the only choice I have left is to just let go. Give it to God...because I can’t anymore. It’s not meant for me to fix or I’m just doing it all wrong. Whatever the reason....it just wasn’t meant for me or it was but only for a short time. Only to be a lesson I can add to my collection of lessons.
Just trying to figure myself out….feelings all over the place, but keeps life pretty interesting!