#FeelingsOutLoud

I’ll never get a certain time  back that I lost. That’s in the past and so are the bad choices I made. I can only choose to live my life different today. I’ve held onto a lot of guilt and shame for a long time now...but today...just for today, I want to let that go...I want to move on...I want to forgive myself...and I want forgiveness. What I didn’t realize is how do I seek forgiveness...when I can’t even forgive myself? So today...I’m going to give this burden away...and finally move on. Today...I’m going to finally stop talking about letting go...and actually let shit go. I’ve been given many many “chances”. There’s no such thing as “second chances” in my life. I’ve gotten way more chances than that...and I’m grateful...but damn it’s time to stop asking for another chance and actually take advantage of one. I’m so tired of being weak. I’m tired of being the victim. I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. I’ve been so blessed and so far...I’ve taken everything and every...